Can tears speak?
If I have a
voice, I want to shout about your racism.
If I have a
voice, I want to shout about your casteism.
If I have a
voice, I want to shout about your untouchability.
If I have a
voice, I want to shout about your genderism.
If I have a
voice, I want to shout about your pedophiles.
If I have a
voice, I want to shout about your sexism.
I am bleeding
and bleeding.
My heart is
bleeding from your racism.
My heart is bleeding from your casteism.
My heart is
bleeding from your untouchability.
My heart is
bleeding from your genderism.
I thought of
my tears gone in India.
I thought of
my tears gone in Asia.
I thought of
my tears gone in Africa.
But I started
tearing up the moment I landed in your white country.
Birth is not
in my hand.
If I could
choose my birth race, I would choose your white race.
Why should I
choose my untouchable caste?
If I could
choose my birth race, I would choose your white race
Why should I
choose my dark skin?
If I could
choose my birth race, I would choose your white race
Why should I select Asia?
Why should I
select Africa?
I am a victim
of my race in my country.
I am a victim
of your race in your country.
I have no
land to go to.
I have no
land to speak of.
I am isolated
from my race and from your race.
I was torn
millions of times, but there was no cure in India.
I was torn
millions of times, but there was no cure in Asia.
I was torn
millions of times, but there was no cure in my Muslim society.
I was torn
millions of times, but there was no cure in Africa.
I am in tears
now with racism in western countries.
Tears are
common in any sub-subaltern community.
We are
ontologically wounded by your racism.
Casteism and
racism are tearing us apart from one another.
My tears are
rolling down from my eyes.
My heart is
breaking down with your racism.
My heart is
bleeding from your politically correct ideology.
My tears are
not stopping.
It is
non-stop with your racism.
Your eyes
scare me no matter where I go.
Your voice is
scaring me.
Your look is
scaring me.
You are
embarrassing me.
You're making
fun of me.
Your speech
is tearing me apart.
We are
victims in our society.
We are
victims in your society.
Can you
please stop hating us with your racism?
We are
already dead.
How many
times do you want to kill the dead?
My tears are
rolling down
If I have a life, I want to shout at you for your civilizational
racism.
If I have a
life, I want to shout at you for your civilizational casteism.
If I have a
life, I want to shout at you for your civilizational untouchability.
If I have a
life, I want to shout at you for your civilizational genderism.
If I have a
life, I want to shout at you for your civilizational sexism.
If I have a
life, I want to shout at you for your civilizational violence.
If I have a
life, I want to shout at you for your civilizational...
My lived experience with deep-rooted racism in white western
society and solidarity with tears
Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla, Author of "Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable
Rejecting India's Citizenship" (https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Suryaraju-Mattimalla-ebook/dp/B09MDXFTY2/ref=sr_1_2?qid=1637756966&qsid=261-0591308-5553230&refinements=p_27%3ASuryaraju+Mattimalla&s=digital-text&sr=1-2&sres=B09MDZM1Q2%2CB09MDXFTY2&text=Suryaraju+Mattimalla)
Author of “Dalit/Untouchable Anthology:
Untouchable Lived Experiences” (https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Suryaraju-Mattimalla/dp/B09M5B7XVS/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Dalit%2FUntouchable+Anthology&qid=1638451224&sr=8-1)
Author of “An Intellectual History of Anti-Caste
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