“ముద్దగా ఉన్నపుడే నన్ను కోసేశారు
నేను అంటరానివాడి బిడ్డనని
నేను చేసిన తప్పల్లా నేను అంటరానివాడికి పుట్టడమే
నేను కడుపులో ఉండగానే చంపేసారు
నేను ఉన్న కడుపు నల్ల జాతీయురాలిదనీ
నల్ల బిడ్డని కదా చాలా ఈజీ గా చంపేశారు
నేను ఒక్క నల్ల బిడ్డనే కాదు
అంటరానికులానికి చెందినా బిడ్డని కూడా
అందుకే అంత ఈజీ గా
మా అన్నని ఆ కుల రాజ్యములో
నన్ను ఈ రంగు రాజ్యములో చంపేశారు
They cut me when I was a baby.
I was the child of an untouchable father.
All I have done wrong is that I was born untouchable.
They killed me while I was in the womb.
The womb I was in belonged to a black woman.
The black child was killed very easily.
I am not only a black child but also a child of an untouchable caste.
That is why they killed my brother so easily in that caste kingdom and me in this color kingdom”
My first baby from my first girlfriend, Mamidi Richa Naidu, was killed by his or her grandparents, who belong to the powerful Hindu-Kapu caste in India, and my third baby, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla, from my wife, has died even though he is so healthy without any health issues in Germany. Doctors declared him a natural death at 36 weeks of pregnancy. I have many doubts about my baby’s death in Germany. I am certain that caste and untouchability were factors in my first baby's death in India, and race was a factor in my third baby's death in Germany. I can’t fight casteism and racism. My mother, too, lost her son and my elder brother at the age of 8 in the name of caste in India. It is omnipresent and omnipotent in India and Europe.
One of the good German women informed me that in Germany doctors support each other in terms of mistakes from their side. I strongly believe that somewhere went wrong due to my skin color in Germany. In the Czech Republic, Nazis stopped by beating me or blocking me, or naming me as a monkey, chimpanzee, criminal, thief, etc. whereas in Germany they took my baby boy.
Date of Birth of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.
Date of Death of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.
Thank you, Dein-Sternenkind Stiftung @DSternenkind, for your beautiful gift of my baby’s photos.
Tuesday, July 11, 2023, is the burial date of my son Stanford in Regensburg, Germany.
Who is responsible for the death of my baby boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla? Is caste, race, ethnicity, or untouchability in India, Ethiopia, the Czech Republic, and Germany responsible for the death of my baby boy on Tuesday, July 4, 2023, at the Caritas-Krankenhaus St. Josef in Regensburg, Germany?
Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla
Author of the globally acclaimed "Compatibility of the Death Penalty with the Purpose of Criminal Punishment in Ethiopia".
Author of "Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship"
Author of “Dalit/Untouchable Anthology: Untouchable Lived Experiences”
Author of “An Intellectual History of Anti-Caste Philosophers in India: A Study on Babasaheb Dr.B.R.Ambedkar”
