నా బిడ్డ వస్తాడని
నా బిడ్డతో ఆటలాడాలని
నా ఆశలన్నీ కనుమరుగయ్యాయి
నా కలలన్ని కూడా కనుమరుగయ్యాయ్యి
నా పెద్ద కుమారుడు రోజు అడుగుచున్నాడు
నాన్న తమ్ముడు ఎక్కడ అని
ఐదు సంవత్సరాల బిడ్డకు ఏమి చెప్పను
మీ తమ్ముడు చనిపోయాడని
మీ తమ్ముడిని తీసుకుపోయారని
I am waiting and
waiting to see my baby
My
child will come to play with my child
All
my hopes are gone
All
my dreams have disappeared
My
elder son is asking daily
Where
is my younger brother?
What
do I tell a five-year-old child that your younger brother is dead?
Your
brother was taken away?”
My first baby from
my first girlfriend, Mamidi Richa Naidu, was killed by his or her grandparents,
who belong to the powerful Hindu-Kapu caste in India, and my third baby,
Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla, from my wife, has died even though he is so
healthy without any health issues in Germany. Doctors declared him a natural
death at 36 weeks of pregnancy. I have many doubts about my baby’s death in
Germany. I am certain that caste and untouchability were factors in my first
baby's death in India, and race was a factor in my third baby's death in
Germany. I can’t fight casteism and racism. My mother, too, lost her son and my
elder brother at the age of 8 in the name of caste in India. It is omnipresent
and omnipotent in India and Europe.
One of the good
German women informed me that in Germany doctors support each other in terms of
mistakes from their side. I strongly believe that somewhere went wrong due to
my skin color in Germany. In the Czech Republic, Nazis stopped by beating me or
blocking me, or naming me as a monkey, chimpanzee, criminal, thief, etc.
whereas in Germany they took my baby boy.
Date of Birth of My
Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.
Date of Death of My
Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.
Thank you,
Dein-Sternenkind Stiftung @DSternenkind, for your beautiful gift of my baby’s
photos.
Tuesday, July 11,
2023, is the burial date of my son Stanford in Regensburg, Germany.
Who is responsible
for the death of my baby boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla? Is caste, race,
ethnicity, or untouchability in India, Ethiopia, the Czech Republic, and
Germany responsible for the death of my baby boy on Tuesday, July 4, 2023, at
the Caritas-Krankenhaus St. Josef in Regensburg, Germany?
Dr. Suryaraju
Mattimalla
Author of the
globally acclaimed "Compatibility of the Death Penalty with the Purpose of
Criminal Punishment in Ethiopia".
Author of "Why
I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship"
Author of
“Dalit/Untouchable Anthology: Untouchable Lived Experiences”
Author of “An
Intellectual History of Anti-Caste Philosophers in India: A Study on Babasaheb
Dr.B.R.Ambedkar”
