Fyodor Dostoevsky
You highly
influenced me.
With your teaching,
"Above all, don’t lie to yourself."
Just like John
Rawls' "A Theory of Justice",
Just like Michael
Foucault's "Sexuality, Power, and Hegemonic" teachings,
Just like
Althusser’s "Ideological State Apparatus,"
Just like Antonia
Gramsci’s "Organic intellectuals,"
Your influence on
me
Born into Indian
society,
It never makes a
social contract with the truth.
Even though
Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Locks, and Hobbes
Emphasized the
significance of truth, honesty, and human values
To free people
from oppression and brutal ideologies.
But how can I grow
in a society where lying is a foundational part of human life?
My birth is not a
lie.
My caste is not a
lie.
My faith is not a
lie.
My gender is not a
lie.
My oppression is
not a lie.
However, I walked
from my village to school.
From high school
to university
It is a lie to go
from the workplace to the place of death.
There is dominance
everywhere.
Everywhere power
dominates,
Caste reigns
supreme everywhere.
Hindutva reigns
supreme everywhere.
Everywhere Islam
dominates,
They dominate with
lies.
Lies to dehumanize
the subaltern
Subalterns too lie
for their material benefit.
When I go to
school, the teacher lies.
When I go to
college, the teacher lies.
When I go to
university, the teacher lies.
When I go to the
market, it is a lie.
Families lie.
Localities lie
Regional lies
National lies
International lies
State lies.
Brahmin lies
Hindu lies
Muslim lies
Buddhist lies
Jain lies
Sikh lies
Neo-Buddhist lies
Ram Rajya is a
liar.
Krishna Rajya is
deceitful.
Vivekananda lies.
Dalit lies
Tribal lies
Lies, lies, lies
from birth to death
I was born in a
lie-based society.
I went to ‘white
society'.
I have not seen a
lie.
I have seen only
the truth.
Honest, hard work,
human values.
Workaholics
I am surprised to
see honesty.
It is everywhere in
white society.
I stayed in brown
and black societies.
Everywhere there
are lies, dishonesty, cheating, corruption, fraud.
Brown and Black
are born liars.
They are born
corrupted.
They are born
cheating.
They are born
violent.
I have not seen
violence among whites.
I have not seen
dishonesty among whites.
I have not seen
cheating among whites.
I have seen only
human values among them.
They are
humanists.
They are
progressive.
They are
civilized.
They are symbols
of truth.
If there is any
word for honesty,
"White is the
symbol of honesty.
If there is any
symbol for human values,
"White is the
symbol of human values.
We (my brown wife and I) have been talking about it for
years and years.
Why are our brown
and black societies so dishonest, violent, prone to lies, cheating, corruption,
and uncivilized?
Why are white people so honest?
We concluded that
completely white people are a different human race.
They can’t be
ordinary human races like brown and black.
They are entirely
different from cruel brown and black humans.
They are known for
human values.
Unlike my brown
and black people,
We can’t become
white even if we are born to a white mother.
To become like
white, there should not be inter-race blood.
Inter-race-born
people can’t become white.
Their other side
of non-white blood can’t make you pure human.
Only white people
are pure human beings.
We have seen
inter-race children born to white and non-white parents.
In lies, they are
the same as brown and black people.
Whites are
superior in human values.
Nobody can reach
them on human values.
Nobody can reach
their ideology
White ideology is a symbol of human values,
There is no need
for God, religion, spirituality, or meditation for them.
Sinners like
brown and black people need God, religion, spirituality, meditation.
God needs sinners
like Brown and Black.
A doctor needs
patients.
Whites are
spotless human beings.
They are pure and
they are His children.
If God creates
any wonder in the world on earth,
It is none other
than the white race.
White men and
women are pure.
Our brown and
black claims of racism in white societies are fabricated.
Yes, they have to
look at us suspiciously because our background is like that.
We never change,
even if we are a citizen of white society.
Tens of millions
of brown and black people have been citizens of white societies for 450 years.
But brown and
black remained the same at every moment of deception, deception, deception,
deception, deception, deception, deception, deception, deception, deception,
deception, deception, deception, deception, deception, deception, deception,
You can’t become
white.
They can’t become
like us.
We are inhuman.
They are human.
Uphold the truth.
Follow the white
way of life.
May God Bless the
White race
I am apologizing
on behalf of browns and blacks who are exploiting your human values.
If there is any
meaning to a human being, that is you, White.
White is a symbol
of human beings.
Nobody can reach
you.
Dr. Suryaraju
Mattimalla, Author of "Why I Am Not Indian: The
Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship" (https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Suryaraju-Mattimalla-ebook/dp/B09MDXFTY2/ref=sr_1_2?qid=1637756966&qsid=261-0591308-5553230&refinements=p_27%3ASuryaraju+Mattimalla&s=digital-text&sr=1-2&sres=B09MDZM1Q2%2CB09MDXFTY2&text=Suryaraju+Mattimalla)
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