Mother,
I have seen you while you're waking up at 2 a.m.
To
make black tea before going to work
Mother,
I have seen you crying while I was going to school with an empty stomach.
Mother, I
have seen you crying while I was attending school with an empty stomach.
Mother, I
have seen your happy tears while I was eating my breakfast
Mother,
I have seen you begging for food for my sister and me.
Mother, I have seen you crying while not providing me and
my sister with proper dresses to wear.
Mother, I have seen you crying while I was wearing my
sister’s torn clothes.
Mother, I have seen you while you were wearing a torn
saree.
Mother, I
have seen you while you were working
17 hours in your subordinate caste- Reddy Hindu Lord field.
Mother, I have seen you while you were working in the
harsh summer of May without foot-wear
Mother,
I have seen you while you were working without a sip of water
Mother, I have seen you while you were working without
breakfast
Mother, I have seen you while you were working without
standing in the field
Mother, I have seen you being humiliated by your fellow Hindus
to marry my untouchable father.
Mother,
I have seen you covering your face while begging to escape from recognizing
you.
Mother, I have seen you while you were dying,
sociologically and psychologically, to become untouchable.
Mother, I have seen you hiding your "Aryan
identity" while begging
Mother, I have seen you saving my untouchable father from
honour killing by the hands of your Aryans.
Mother,I have seen you when you failed to do puberty ceremonies
for my sister when she reached 13 years old.
Mother, I have seen you cursing your Hinduism and Aryanism
for your vulnerable condition,
Mother,
I have seen raging against your Hinduism for our social boycott from your
family and village.
Mother,
I've known you my entire life.
Mother, I've seen your tears fall like water when you
failed to pay my school fee of 5 rupees.
I love you so much, mom.
Me and my sister love you so much, mom.
We love you so much, mom.
You are not an ordinary Aryan Pooja-Golla woman, mom
You are a Revolutionary Pooja-Golla Mother.mom
Mother, you 've challenged your own Aryans.
Mother, You 've challenged your own landlord parents by
marrying my untouchable father.
You suffered life-long like any untouchable mother, too.
You 've challenged Aryan/Hindu society by staying with my
untouchable father for more than 50 years, mom.
Mother, you never shy to marry my dark skinned father
even though you are so milky color
Mother, you never shy to love me and my sister even
though we are dark skinned children
Mother, you've never been racist, but you're a wonderful
loving mother.
You've protected me and my sister from caste and colour
based daily humiliation by your fellow Hindus.
You are a great mother, mom.
Mother, I've seen you...
Your son
Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla
My
personal experience with my mother, who married my Untouchable-Madiga father,
She is socially boycotted by Hindus for marrying an untouchable. She was never
allowed to see her parents' dead bodies for 50 years. This is the tyranny of
the Hindus in India. They persecute every Hindu for marrying an untouchable.
Rage against Hinduism and its followers Discard Hinduism in any form. Hinduism
is the main root cause of every social evil in India. It destroyed the basic
human rights of the Untouchables. Hinduims is a crime against humanity and it
violates every international law on human rights. In the picture, my mother is
kissing my little boy Saviour Suryaraju Mattimalla.
Suryaraju Mattimalla, Author of "Why I Am Not
Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship" (https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Suryaraju-Mattimalla-ebook/dp/B09MDXFTY2/ref=sr_1_2?qid=1637756966&qsid=261-0591308-5553230&refinements=p_27%3ASuryaraju+Mattimalla&s=digital-text&sr=1-2&sres=B09MDZM1Q2%2CB09MDXFTY2&text=Suryaraju+Mattimalla)
Author of “Dalit/Untouchable Anthology: Untouchable Lived
Experiences” (https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Suryaraju-Mattimalla/dp/B09M5B7XVS/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Dalit%2FUntouchable+Anthology&qid=1638451224&sr=8-1)
Author of “An Intellectual History of Anti-Caste Philosophers in
India: A Study on Babasaheb Dr.B.R.Ambedkar” (https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Suryaraju-Mattimalla/dp/B09M785T3S/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=An+intelectual+history+of+anti-caste+philosophers+in+indien%3A+A+study+on+Babasaheb+Dr.B.R.Ambedkar&qid=1638746824&sr=8-1)
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