My Birth Was My Mistake: My 46-Year-Old Lived Experience With Untouchability-Based Experience With The Politics Of Hate And Discrimination- Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla.

 

My Birth Was My Mistake: My 46-Year-Old Lived Experience With Untouchability-Based Experience With The Politics Of Hate And Discrimination- Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla.

My 46-year-old brutal experience with Hindu religious sponsored untouchability through my untouchable caste background and the same brutal experience with the same religious racist system are the driving forces for this decision. Like 250 million untouchables in the Indian subcontinent, I have come to the same conclusion that my birth was my mistake in Indian society. I faced unbearable violence due to my untouchable caste as well as due to my dark-skinned complex. I can’t escape this 6000-year-old caste system, untouchability, racism, persecution, dehumanization, humiliation, insult, shame, or genocide as long as the Hindu religion survives. The Hindu religion is the main-root cause of my every day, every moment, every second persecution. Humans are separated in the name of caste, and humans are divided into superior human beings and inferior human beings. Humans are separated into pure and impure human beings. I faced hate and discrimination from birth till today. Caste-based, untouchability-based, and race-based hate and discrimination are deep-rooted in Indian society. How can I escape from millions of years of untouchability imposed upon me? When can I obtain human status in India or Nepal or Sri Lanka or Japan or Pakistan or Bangladesh or wherever Hinduism is practiced? Is there any possibility to obtain human status? The Hindu religion and its followers are forcing me to eat human excreta, force me to drink urine, force me to commit suicide, and forcefully kill me for being loved by their daughters, sisters, and caste people. They are forcing tens of thousands of untouchable caste people to commit suicide, even at higher educational institutions. Indian academic institutions are killing untouchable caste students. The central and state universities are killing untouchable castes. Who can protect you when educational institutions are killing untouchables? We are born untouchables, unseeable, unshadowed, unspeakable, unapproachable, and victims from conception to death. We have been living in concentration camps for the last 6000 years. Our untouchable areas are our concentration camps. We are granted sub-human status. We can’t drink water; we can’t wear shoes; we can’t walk; we can’t sit; we can’t speak; we can’t wear white dresses; we can’t split; our girls are being raped; our boys are being killed; our people are being socially boycotted; our houses are being ghettoized; our settlements are segregated; our shadows are impure; our bodies are impure; our visibility is our last breath. We are living with the fear of life and death. We are not humans. We are sub-humans. Our split is enough to get killed, raped, maimed for life, burn our houses, destroy our tiny mud houses, or enough to massacre us. How many times are we threatened with our every breath? We can’t breathe our own, we can’t marry our girls, we can’t cross the boundaries. We cant go to a public school in the village and exercise any of our basic human rights. We can’t smile, we can’t laugh, we can’t sit on a bus, we can’t touch a fellow human being. What kind of life are we leading in India and where is the universal declaration of human rights on June 13, 2022, in India? Where are human rights scholars, thinkers, writers, poets, leaders, representatives, Nobel prize winners, etc.? Where is the United Nations Organization? I have done with the politics of hate and discrimination, the politics of purity and impurity, and the politics of Hindu religious practitioners. I am done with the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, done with the UNO, and done with western politics in Indian matters. Why are you using the language of rights to manipulate lesser human beings like my fellow untouchables, who will never achieve human status if you can't implement universal declarations of human rights? Why are you using the most progressive language in human rights when you can’t ban the caste system and untouchability? Why are you assuming my tormentors are the greatest human rights scholars on earth? Why are you wearing a white mask over your brown skin in the name of human rights, the Nobel Prize, Marxism, feminism, liberalism, postmodernism, peace, development, or theory? Have done with your politics of hate and discrimination in the name of Hindu religion, Hind Swaraj, Hindi, Hindu, India, Aryan, caste, untouchability, race, swastika, Indo-European race, Yoga, meditation, spirituality, vegetarianism.

Who is responsible for the caste-based institutional murder of untouchable castes?

We want human status. I want to die with human status in my life. What I want is human status. Can I attain human status in my life?

Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla, Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship