Baby, my baby I love you so much, baby

 

“బిడ్డ, నా బిడ్డ నిన్ను ఎంతగానో ప్రేమిస్తున్నాను బిడ్డ

నీవు నా దగ్గరకి రాలేవు బిడ్డ

నేనే నీ దగ్గరకి వస్తాను బిడ్డ

ఈ కుల సమాజము

ఈ రంగు సమాజము

రెండూ కలిసి మనలని తీసుకుపోతున్నాయి బిడ్డ

కుల సమాజములో హింస అనేది డైరెక్ట్ గా ఉంటాది మనమీద

కాని రంగు సమాజములో చాలా సాఫ్ట్ గా ఉంటాది మనమీద హింస

హిట్లర్ కాలములో హింస మన ఇండియా లో ఉన్నట్టు హింస లాగా ఉండేది

కాని ఇప్పుడు ఆ నాజి లే మరో మూసుకువేసుకున్నారు మానవ హక్కుల పేరుమీద

నాజి లే మరో మూసుకువేసుకున్నారు బిడ్డ

ఆ ముసుగు పేరే అసైలం మనజిర్స్ బిడ్డ

మన Aimé Césaire చెప్పినట్టు వాళ్ళు మనల్ని చూసినప్పుడు వాళ్ళ లో నిద్రపోయే హిట్లర్ లెగుస్తాడు బిడ్డ

ఆ హిట్లర్ లో ప్రేమ ఉండదు బిడ్డ

ఆ నాజి లో ప్రేమ ఉండదు బిడ్డ

అంట క్రూరమే బిడ్డ మన బాపనోళ్ళలాగా

వాళ్ళు చాలా సున్నితముగా ఉన్నతే కనిపిస్తారు మనలో ఎడ్యుకేషన్ లేకపోతె కాని వాళ్ళ మనసంతా కూడా విషమే మనమీద బిడ్డ

వాళ్ళ చిరునవ్వులో ఉండేది అంతా విషమే కన్నా”

 

Baby, my baby I love you so much, baby

You can't come to me, baby

I will come to you child

This caste society

This color society

Both are taking us together baby

Violence in a caste society is directed at us

But the violence against us is so soft in the colored society

The violence in Hitler's time was like the violence in India

But now that nozzle has been closed again in the name of human rights

Nazi lay another mask, child

The name of the mask is the asylum manager's child

As our Aime Césaire said, when they see us, Hitler wakes up in them

There is no love in that Hitler child

There is no love in that Nazi, child

That cruel Nazi is like our Brahmin's mind and heart

If we have no education, they seem to be very sensitive, but their minds are also poisonous to us, child

Everything in their smile was poison, my love”

 

 

My first baby from my first girlfriend, Mamidi Richa Naidu, was killed by his or her grandparents, who belong to the powerful Hindu-Kapu caste in India, and my third baby, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla, from my wife, has died even though he is so healthy without any health issues in Germany. Doctors declared him a natural death at 36 weeks of pregnancy. I have many doubts about my baby’s death in Germany. I am certain that caste and untouchability were factors in my first baby's death in India, and race was a factor in my third baby's death in Germany. I can’t fight casteism and racism. My mother, too, lost her son and my elder brother at the age of 8 in the name of caste in India. It is omnipresent and omnipotent in India and Europe.

One of the good German women informed me that in Germany doctors support each other in terms of mistakes from their side. I strongly believe that somewhere went wrong due to my skin color in Germany. In the Czech Republic, Nazis stopped by beating me or blocking me, or naming me as a monkey, chimpanzee, criminal, thief, etc. whereas in Germany they took my baby boy.

 

Date of Birth of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.

 

Date of Death of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.

 

Thank you, Dein-Sternenkind Stiftung @DSternenkind, for your beautiful gift of my baby’s photos.

 

Tuesday, July 11, 2023, is the burial date of my son Stanford in Regensburg, Germany.

 

Who is responsible for the death of my baby boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla? Is caste, race, ethnicity, or untouchability in India, Ethiopia, the Czech Republic, and Germany responsible for the death of my baby boy on Tuesday, July 4, 2023, at the Caritas-Krankenhaus St. Josef in Regensburg, Germany?

 

Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla

Author of the globally acclaimed "Compatibility of the Death Penalty with the Purpose of Criminal Punishment in Ethiopia".

Author of "Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship"

Author of “Dalit/Untouchable Anthology: Untouchable Lived Experiences”

Author of “An Intellectual History of Anti-Caste Philosophers in India: A Study on Babasaheb Dr.B.R.Ambedkar”