Under those frizzy hairs

 

“విరబూసిన ఆ వెంట్రుకల  కింద

ఎంత విషముందో

ఆ విషమెనుకాలా

కులమున్నది రంగున్నది

ఆ విరబూసిన వెంట్రుకలే నా పెద్ద కుమారుడిని ఆ దేశములో

నా మూడో కుమారుడిని ఈ దేశములో చంపేశారు

కులమూ రంగు రెండు విషమే

కాల సర్పములాగా వేచి చుస్తాయి నల్లని బిడ్డని చంపడానికి

అక్కడ నా మాదిగ బిడ్డని

ఇక్కడ నా నల్లని బిడ్డని చంపేశాయి

అక్కడ హిందువులు ఇక్కడ నాజిలు ఇద్దరూ ఒక్కటే.

Under those frizzy hairs, poison is hiding

Like that poison Caste, Color is here

Those gray hairs have killed my eldest son in that country

My third son was killed in this country

Caste and color are two vast anacondas

Like the serpent of time,

They wait to slay the black child

They killed my Madiga baby there

Here they killed my black baby

Hindus there and Nazis here are both one and the same”

 

My first baby from my first girlfriend, Mamidi Richa Naidu, was killed by his or her grandparents, who belong to the powerful Hindu-Kapu caste in India, and my third baby, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla, from my wife, has died even though he is so healthy without any health issues in Germany. Doctors declared him a natural death at 36 weeks of pregnancy. I have many doubts about my baby’s death in Germany. I am certain that caste and untouchability were factors in my first baby's death in India, and race was a factor in my third baby's death in Germany. I can’t fight casteism and racism. My mother, too, lost her son and my elder brother at the age of 8 in the name of caste in India. It is omnipresent and omnipotent in India and Europe.

One of the good German women informed me that in Germany doctors support each other in terms of mistakes from their side. I strongly believe that somewhere went wrong due to my skin color in Germany. In the Czech Republic, Nazis stopped by beating me or blocking me, or naming me as a monkey, chimpanzee, criminal, thief, etc. whereas in Germany they took my baby boy.

Date of Birth of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.

Date of Death of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.

Thank you, Dein-Sternenkind Stiftung @DSternenkind, for your beautiful gift of my baby’s photos.

Tuesday, July 11, 2023, is the burial date of my son Stanford in Regensburg, Germany.

Who is responsible for the death of my baby boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla? Is caste, race, ethnicity, or untouchability in India, Ethiopia, the Czech Republic, and Germany responsible for the death of my baby boy on Tuesday, July 4, 2023, at the Caritas-Krankenhaus St. Josef in Regensburg, Germany?

Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla

Asylum seeker

Queer Lives Matter

Black Lives Matter

Free Julian Assange NOW

Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla

Author of the globally acclaimed "Compatibility of the Death Penalty with the Purpose of Criminal Punishment in Ethiopia".

Author of "Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship"

Author of “Dalit/Untouchable Anthology: Untouchable Lived Experiences”

Author of “An Intellectual History of Anti-Caste Philosophers in India: A Study on Babasaheb Dr.B.R.Ambedkar”