What a poison in that beautiful face

 

“ఆ అందమైన మొఖములో ఎంత విషముందో

ఆ ముఖమంతా అందమైన చిరునవ్వుతో ఉంది ఎప్పుడా ఎప్పుడా ఆ అంటరానివారిని ఆ నల్లటి వారిని అంతమొద్దీద్దామని

ఆ అందమైన ముఖములో ఆ అందమైన చిరునవ్వులో ఎంత విషముందో

ఆ అందమైన చిరునవ్వే నా పెద్ద కుమారుడిని ఆ కుల (India భారతదేశము) దేశములో నా చిన్న కుమారుడిని ఈ రంగు (జర్మనీ Germany) దేశములో బలి తీసుకున్నాయి

మా అమ్మకి ఈ కడుపు కోత  ఉన్నది

తాను తన బిడ్డని పోగొట్టుకున్నది ఆ కుల రాజ్యములో

మా అమ్మ జీవితాంతం మా అన్ననే గుర్తుకు తెచ్చుకొనేది

ఎప్పుడు ఆమె కళ్ళలో నీళ్ళు ఆమె ముఖంలో బాధ

మేము ఆమె కాళ్ళ దగ్గర ఉన్న కూడా ఆమెకి ఆ కళ్లకు దూరంగా ఉన్న బిడ్డ మీద ఉండేది

ఇప్పుడు కాని నాకు తెలిసివచ్చినది ఎందుకు అమ్మ అన్నాయిని తెలుసుకుని ఏడుస్తుంది అని

కులాల మీద రంగుల మీద నిర్మించబడ్డ ఈ సమాజాలు ఎప్పుడు హింసే

ఆ హింసలో అక్కడ అంటరానివాళ్ళు ఇక్కడ నల్లవాళ్ళు మాత్రమే బలి అయ్యేది

మనం అక్కడ ఇక్కడ కూడా బలయ్యేది మనమే

బిడ్డ నేను నిన్ను ఎంతో ప్రేమిస్తున్నాను బిడ్డ జాగ్రత్త బిడ్డ

 

What a poison in that beautiful face.

That face is full of beautiful smiles. Let's end those untouchables, those black people.

There is so much poison in that beautiful smile on that beautiful face.

That beautiful smile sacrificed my elder son in that caste (India) country and my younger son in this color (Germany) country.

My mother had this unbearable incision

It was in that caste kingdom that she lost her child.

My mother would remember my elder brother for the rest of her life.

Every time tears in her eyes and pain in her face.

Even though we were at her feet she was on the baby away from those eyes.

But now I have come to know why my mother cries knowing her elder son.

These societies built on caste and color are always violent.

In that violence, there were untouchables, here only blacks were victims.

We are the ones who get killed here and there.

Baby I love you so much baby be careful baby

Rest in Peace, my angel”

 

 

My first baby from my first girlfriend, Mamidi Richa Naidu, was killed by his or her grandparents, who belong to the powerful Hindu-Kapu caste in India, and my third baby, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla, from my wife, has died even though he is so healthy without any health issues in Germany. Doctors declared him a natural death at 36 weeks of pregnancy. I have many doubts about my baby’s death in Germany. I am certain that caste and untouchability were factors in my first baby's death in India, and race was a factor in my third baby's death in Germany. I can’t fight casteism and racism. My mother, too, lost her son and my elder brother at the age of 8 in the name of caste in India. It is omnipresent and omnipotent in India and Europe.

One of the good German women informed me that in Germany doctors support each other in terms of mistakes from their side. I strongly believe that somewhere went wrong due to my skin color in Germany. In the Czech Republic, Nazis stopped by beating me or blocking me, or naming me as a monkey, chimpanzee, criminal, thief, etc. whereas in Germany they took my baby boy.

Date of Birth of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.

Date of Death of My Baby Boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla: Tuesday, July 4, 2023.

Thank you, Dein-Sternenkind Stiftung @DSternenkind, for your beautiful gift of my baby’s photos.

Tuesday, July 11, 2023, is the burial date of my son Stanford in Regensburg, Germany.

Who is responsible for the death of my baby boy, Stanford Suryaraju Mattimalla? Is caste, race, ethnicity, or untouchability in India, Ethiopia, the Czech Republic, and Germany responsible for the death of my baby boy on Tuesday, July 4, 2023, at the Caritas-Krankenhaus St. Josef in Regensburg, Germany?

Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla

Author of the globally acclaimed "Compatibility of the Death Penalty with the Purpose of Criminal Punishment in Ethiopia".

Author of "Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship"

Author of “Dalit/Untouchable Anthology: Untouchable Lived Experiences”

Author of “An Intellectual History of Anti-Caste Philosophers in India: A Study on Babasaheb Dr.B.R.Ambedkar”