Sunday, 14 November 2021

Who am I?

 Who am I?

What is my name?

You named me Madiga.

You named me Adi Andhra.

You named me Adi Dravida.

You named me Anamuk.

You named me Aray Mala.

You named me Arundhatiya.

You named me Arwa Mala.

You named me Bariki.

You named me Bavuri.

You named me Bindla.

You named me Byagara, Byagari.

You named me Chachati.

You named me Chalavadi.

You named me Chamar, Mochi, Muchi, Chamar-Ravidas, Chamar-Rohidas.

You named me Chambhar.

You named me Chandala.

You named me Dakkal, Dokkalwar.

You named me Dandasi.

You named me Dhor.

You named me Dom, Dombara, Paidi, Pano.

You named me Ellamalawar, Yellammalawandlu.

You named me Ghasi, Haddi, Relli, Chachandi.

You named me Godagali.

You named me Godari.

You named me Gosangi.

You named me Holeya.

You named me Holeya Dasari.

You named me Jaggali.

You named me Jambuvulu.

You named me Kolupulvandlu, Pambada, Pambanda, Pambala.

You named me Madasi Kuruva, Madari Kuruva.

You named me Madiga Dasu, Mashteen.

You named me Mahar.

You named me Mala, Mala Ayawaru.

You named me Mala Dasari.

You named me Mala Dasu.

You named me Mala Hannai.

You named me Malajangam.

You named me Mala Masti.

You named me Mala Sale, Netkani.

You named me Mala Sanyasi.

You named me Mang.

You named me Mang Garodi.

You named me Manne.

You named me Mashti.

You named me Matangi.

You named me Mehtar.

You named me Mitha Ayyalvar.

You named me Mundala.

You named me Paky, Moti, and Thoti.

You named me Pamidi.

You named me Panchama, Pariah.

You named me Relli.

You named me Samagara.

You named me Samban.

You named me Sapru.

Sindhollu, Chindollu

You named me Yatala.

You named me Valluvan.

I lost my identity for 6000 years.

I lost my human identity.

I lost my human status.

I lost my existentialism.

I lost my being.

I lost myself.

I lost my dignity.

I lost my personality.

You subjected me

You depersonalized me.

You demoralized me.

I did not exist.

You speak of modernism.

You spoke about postmodernism.

You spoke on feminism.

You spoke about Marxism.

You speak of nihilism.

You speak of dalitism.

You spoke about Dalit Bahujanism.

You spoke about materialism.

You spoke on capitalism.

You speak of surrealism.

You speak of structuralism.

You speak of phenomenology.

You spoke about pathology.

You speak of rationalism.

You speak of Gandhism.

You spoke about ambedkarism.

You spoke about positivism.

You speak of naturalism.

You spoke about humanism.

You spoke on historicism.

You spoke on epistemology.

You spoke on primitivism.

You spoke of Derida.

You spoke about Slavoj Zizek.

You spoke of Michael Faucault.

You spoke about Antonio Gramsci.

You spoke of Althusier.

You speak of romanticism.

You speak of mysticism.

You spoke about Nietzscheism.

You speak of Hegel.

You speak of classicism.

You speak of deconstructionalism.

You spoke about transcendentalism.

You spoke on political freedom.

You speak of determinism.

You have spoken on philosophy.

You have a book out with Oxford University Press.

You have published a book with Cambridge University Press.

You had a Nature article published.

But you forgot to practice your "isms."

You remained Hindu.

You remained pure.

You remained as an avatar of yoga.

You remained a racist.

You remained as a vegetarian.

You remained a Brahmin.

You remained Khatriya.

You remained Vaishya.

You remained Shudra.

You remained as a magician.

I remained untouchable.

Can you give me my lost identity?

Can your western agents bring back my human identity?

Can your UNO bring back my lost human status?

Can your amnesty fight for my lost human status?

Who am I?...Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla the "Untouchable Spring"

Dr. Suryaraju Mattimalla B.A.,M.A.,M.Phil.,Ph.D(History)

Blog: DALIT ACADEMIC MAFIA

Blog: TIGRAY GENOCIDE IN ETHIOPIA (dejazamtchnegussebezabih.blogspot.com),

Twitter:  Dr Suryaraju Mattimalla (@DrMattimalla) / Twitter

Facebook: Surya Raju Mattimalla | Facebook

Author of unpublished autobiography:

"Why I Am Not Indian: The Untouchable Rejecting India's Citizenship"

Published poems by Dr.Suryaraju Mattimalla at My poetic side


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